All the wrong things on fire.

You don't even care anymore.

And I'm not going to lie; it makes me really sad.

You don't try hard enough for the people you say you care about the most.

I think you're a liar.

photo credit: I don't even know.

Fuck today.

Seriously. Fuck it.

1. We gave Beast away to CAP. Tara couldn't afford to keep him. Unfortunately, CAP euthanizes if they run out of space/the animal has heart worms or some other medical condition. I pray to God that Beast doesn't have heart worms and someone wanted a Beagle puppy this afternoon. He deserves a good home.

2. Apparently, on the way back from getting car insurance, I ran a red light in my mom's car while following her in my car. She drives like a fucking nutcase. So, now I owe her seventy-five bucks and I don't have a job. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

3. It's small, but the soap dispenser the brush attached to the sink to wash dishes is NOT doing it's job. The soap will not come out. It is full of dishwashing liquid. I do not understand. On top of that, the kitchen is a fucking mess. I am too exhausted to finish it.

4. One of my friends is really sucking right now. Like, really really sucking. They must be bipolar or something. Holy hell.

5. Lonely.

6. I AM GETTING SO FUCKING FAT OH MY GOD

Christ O'Riley's trousers.

From Rockettes, Rockstars, + Rockbottom

Keltie Colleen wrote this for her book that's dropping next year (I think). It stuck a chord in me.

"No matter what I did or accomplished I had to fake self- esteem. I put it on in the morning along with my make-up. I forced myself to act strong, confident, and in control. I was none of the things. My heart and my head were constantly duking it out. Sometimes my guts would get involved. They could not agree on what I should be doing with my life, my career or my heart. I had built too much to stand around and watch it fall apart so I did what I always did, I smiled, I skipped and I sucked it up. I worked harder. I exhausted myself in every aspect of life, making it work. I refused to fail. I refused to ask for help. I refused to believe that I was anything special and instead worked overtime to create the image to anyone that might be looking in, that I was."

Photo credit: Gabriel Zalweski. (That's me in the photo, by the way. Rehearsing on stage. I miss the stage.)

I cannot stop listening to this.

Keith Harkin from Celtic Thunder singing The Island.

1. This guy's a dreamboat.

2. His voice is fucking awesome.

3. This song is fucking awesome.

I watched Celtic Thunder, like, a year ago or so because it was on TV. My mom and I were pretty much drooling over this guy during this song. And yes, I like Celtic Thunder. Yes, I am a loser. No, I don't really care.

This is really important advice.

Be real.

photo cred: pleasefindthis

DAT ASS

So, time for a slew of memes, just because.

It all started with this photo:

No one knew what this guy was looking at, but they assumed he saw some girl's donk and was thinking, "Damn, check out DAT ASS." And then, these were born:

Dat crevasse tickled me the most because I would watch Man VS Wild and I always though Bear Grylls said "crevasse" really strangely. As well as "glacier." But, the fact that someone made DAT CREVASSE made me die laughing.

That is all.

Hooray.

GOD I love being ignored.

Makes me feel so awesome.

photo cred: Some random person's facebook. I was photostalking and found it. I know, it's pretty epic.