Like. Alot. Your blog makes me wonder how the author of Please Find This's friends feel when they read his blog. I'm constantly wondering who your entries are about, but I kind of like not knowing. Sometimes I like it because when they say bad things it's easier to brush it off and tell myself it's about someone else. Probably one of your new friends I don't know, or maybe even your old ones I don't know too much about. Then other times, it's hard because I see one that is kind of sad or I can tell you're really hurt and I think, "Oh no... I did that..."
But then, maybe it's good to see this and feel this, even if I'm sometimes wrong. Maybe it's a sign or something that if I assume it's about me, then I feel like it's very possible I could have hurt you in that way and even if I haven't, the fact that I feel I have must have some sort of validity to it... and I should stop. or take preventative measures. It's harder nowadays, though.
For lots of reasons, but I don't know how to put it into words.
Like. Alot.
ReplyDeleteYour blog makes me wonder how the author of Please Find This's friends feel when they read his blog. I'm constantly wondering who your entries are about, but I kind of like not knowing.
Sometimes I like it because when they say bad things it's easier to brush it off and tell myself it's about someone else. Probably one of your new friends I don't know, or maybe even your old ones I don't know too much about.
Then other times, it's hard because I see one that is kind of sad or I can tell you're really hurt and I think, "Oh no... I did that..."
But then, maybe it's good to see this and feel this, even if I'm sometimes wrong. Maybe it's a sign or something that if I assume it's about me, then I feel like it's very possible I could have hurt you in that way and even if I haven't, the fact that I feel I have must have some sort of validity to it... and I should stop. or take preventative measures.
It's harder nowadays, though.
For lots of reasons, but I don't know how to put it into words.
This is exactly my intent.
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